who are swine?

Ok who are true swine among athiests that I should not share my pearls with?

the bible says dont cast pearls before swine!
but who are truly swine? who are truly wolves.

I was a swine to someone once and i was rjected from receiving the gospel at their mouth. Oh wait? maybe such a person was just as much a swine pretending to be a lamb of god?

is this whole religion section breaking the commandment and throwing pearls to swine?
or are people in bars and dens of thieves the places where jesus went in search of lost sheep? the lord knows salvation happens 1 in every city, here and there?
Such philosophies and questions. I have asked this question for at leat 10 or 15 years.

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I think an honest answer to this question might include that EVERYONE other than the sons of perdition are NOT swine.
That meant to me that I could preach and teach almost everyone and the odds would be that i would share pearls with almost everyone is a lamb of God.

I was indeed a swine, i was not born a saint. I grew up with strength and freedom like a prince in my mothers house despite her confession of atheism to me when i was about 18. remembering that i found Uija board in her closet tells me I dont a good deal many thing about her secrets and things done in darkness. but she was my mother anyway and i loved her enough to be with her.

anyway I was not born a jew, so i am an outcast as a gentile in the jewish tradition. even when i sought to become a jew I judged to be non acceptable and rejected. so i am a swine to jews. being american, in some muslim circles i am an infidel even though I have never known a woman except one time before i came to be a believer back in 1980.

i was a liar and a thief at age 4 and 10 and a fornicator at age 15or 16. when i read in the bible the commandment to Flee fornication and not be numbered with them i actually argued with God in my prayers because i knew it was so Great a pleasure. but when I remember humbling myself to the commandment, sincerely, and with full faith i was blessed yet again. and when i asked to be blessed with the baptism of hte holy spirit and beheld what i think was an angel of God, i knew i had been blessed again. i never believed it was satan appearing as an angel of light. I know I was not perfect in all knowledge but i veiwed myself as "scum" by the time i was 18. i had forsaken my religious beliefs from the bible and gone after my freinds in ways I regretted. but even still when i knew i was scum I prayed for forgiveness and sought blessings that would enable me to live a righteous life and i asked to know which church to join. when the spirit of God came to me. in my unworthiness. but i received a few visions and communicated with the spirit Unseen to me. i was baptized later in the Lds church because of the teachings that agreed with what i was taught. but mostly because I believed joseph smiths testimony.

I felt alive and steadfastly sure I would never backslide again. because in my experience with the church, the church was a greater family to me than my own mother and brother and dad. I gelt somewhat worthy for years but not asmuch worthy to be an elder. When i did become an elder all evil societies Preyed on my soul for years. but despite my worthiness i soon found myself not as worthy as i had believed. And then the church seemed to turn against me as well. and i began seeing the wolves among the sheep. I had to deal with neighbors that were wolves, and when wolves came into the church they seemed to turn the leaders against me as well. seemingly.
it became to me Less evil not to go to church anymore. i endured sleep deprivation for at least 15 years. and the last 3 years i slept only ten minutes every 3 days and maybe 1 full day a month.
I have believed in the authority of the priesthood up until about 2001. i acted to call down the judgment of God against the wickedness of this nation. in a desperate attempt to rid myself of these wicked people who were causing the sleep deprivation. believe me. I know what 15 years of terror torture and oppresion teach the mind. i know what death threats do. when the world trade center was dive bombed, I didnt see a terrorist threat. I saw the retaliation against the evil I had called down with priesthood authority. I also saw the hand of God withhold his protection from this nation which is promised in the book of mormon and doctrine and covenants . i saw other preachers agreeing with what i believed at the time.
but the most surprising thing I noticed. While most people seemed to be in a state of terror and shock. I slept peacefully for the first time in years.

i am agains sleep deprived by conspirators. they relentlessly torture me with poisons. I maybe unworthy, but the terror continues. and im pretty sure its not of God.
unrighteous dominion had among the saints that follow the same paths as babylon are also part of this evil conspiracy. I am not blessed with antideprresants, i am sleep deprived. I am not comforted antipsychotics, i am caused to be depressed. what i have been told is that this is a biological mental condition but ihave also been told it is chemical. Men believe what they are taught. I am not. these things are secret combinations, the very things the bible and bom warn us about. and some of the saint are actively part of these things.